One of them 16 things (Sunday, January 4, 2009 at 5:21pm)

I've been tagged in atleast six of these so I'll do one. But I am refusing to tag people, so there is no need to put the whole if you are tagged blah blah here. Enjoys

1) 2008 was my best and worst year so far. It started out just terrible but many amazing things have happened, especially starting spring break.

2) I really thought that I was starting to understand who I really am, but I think I have more to figure out. I thought I was this serious person, but the sarcastic and loud Kenny keeps popping up. So now I'm not so sure who I am and who I want to be. On one hand it's fun to make a lot of jokes, but on the other people take me less seriously and I feel like I have fewer close friendships, which sucks.

3) I am driven to achieve something great in my life just so my friends will proudly say that I am or was at a point their friend. This idea consumes about half of my concious thoughts.

4) The only reason that I don't want to go back to school is that I don't want to go back to work, but I really need the money from that job. Well that reason and I again didn't get to talk to a friend about something even though I spent several hours with them during this break.

5) I spend way too much time thinking about how certain situations might turn out, and it keeps me up at night. It is probably the most annoying thing ever and I wish I could stop doing it.

6) I tend to get bored and give up things when I become mediocre at them, resulting in me being very well-rounded, but not especially talented at anything.

7) Sometimes I wish that montages existed in real life, but hard work does result in greater satisfaction; although hard work is hard work.

8) I have probably said several of these things in other notes because I share probably too much on facebook.

9) I am trying to not be repetitive from other notes so 16 facts is hard to come up with.

10) One of my favorite things to do is just sitting around and talking with friends, but people tend to prefer to do something, but doing nothing is better in my mind.

11) I'm not always as together as I pretend to be.

12) I have clearly visable birthmarks, have you noticed them? (Don't feel bad if you haven't, there was a point in time that I completely forgot about them.

13) I haven't really had to deal with death and I am terrified of what it will be like when someone close to me dies.

14) I kinda wish that someone would ride me ass occasionally to make sure that I stay on track with becoming above average.

15) As much as I like reading and writing notes, the whole idea of just writing 16 random facts does not appeal to me.

16) I am terrible at talking to people I don't really know, mostly because I don't really ever have anything interesting to say.